Dream OnA dream can bea passing thought;a passionate ambition.A dream can bea battle fought;a superficial mission.A dream can bea driving force;a forgiving comfort.A dream can bea thriving source;a deceitful consort.A dream can thrill you;drive you or kill you.Beware of this, dreamersand Dream On.
A HeartA heart does not have eyes,so it is blind,A heart does not have ears,so it is deaf,But a heart does have a beat,and it beats for you, my love.
My Masquerade~My Masquerade~For the world I am displayed;They always watch but cannot seethrough my masquerade.I feel every moment fly;My heart is beating, pulse racing,breath held as I lie.My innocence I can't defend;I know that surely this will linger'til my very end.I brought this all upon myself;Mask upon mask, lie upon lielike valueless wealth.Dare I take these masks off no!My former self haunts meeverywhere I go.False glory, false honor, false fame;With all these masks I seem to haveforgotten my own name.
Is It Wrong?Is it wrongThat I glance up at the clouds,Feeling the wind through my hair,And dream of a mystifying landWhere one can be accepted no matter what?Is it wrongThat I choose to wear jeans down past my heels,Baggy and ripped at the knees,Unlike all the other boys that wear athletic Shorts, so unscathed and clean?Is it wrongThat I ask people about their troubles,Sometimes doing all in my mortal powerTo help them surpass the simple,Even ones I have not defeated myself?Is it wrongThat while the few friends I haveDance around giddily and go toThe most extreme only to impress,But I only hang back in silent content
ContinueWhen the world strikes you down,Continue.When your smile becomes a frown,Continue.When you stumble and fall,Continue.When you wager and lose all,Continue.When the world laughs at you,Continue.When many becomes few,Continue.There's nothing else to do except...Continue.
Bee My GirlI cried tonightBut it was not like beforeWhen someone to love meWas all I imploredThis time the tears fellBecause my wish has come trueMy prayers have been answeredIn the wonder that is youI smiled tonightBut it was not like beforeWhen it was just a physical responseNothing moreThis time I smileNot from the mouth but the eyesThis lost little boy Has finally come back to lifeI wrote tonightThis poem, these wordsAbout my best friendmy love, my girlThis time it seemsThat indeed you feel the sameI prayed to God for your arrivaland soon after you came
I Hate That I Love YouI hate that you're my every thoughtThat I wake with you on my mindAnd fall asleep To images of your smileI hate that I adore you soWith gorgeous eyesAnd sweet lipsI long to tasteI hate the way you make me feelLike I need you to surviveAs if breathing without youIs excruciatingI hate that I yearn for youI hunger for your touchEvery momentOf every dayI hate the way I love youWith every beat Of my wretched heartThat loving you keeps me aliveYet keeps me alone
The Secret GardenThe Secret Garden:To those who are waiting in the silent shadows; To the sisters I've been trying so hard to find.It is time we came together as oneFor here we shall leave the past behind...In this secret garden, my voice is clearSoft and gentle like the flowing wind.Yet here I am; a dirty spiritA simple soul that sinned...Gathered in silence, bearing cowls of nightYou've come like moths, to a burning light.These lovely witchlings, so tender and lushSoon I will give you, a blessed blush...Take my marking into your fleshAnd bear the stigma of our ancient creed...Tonight you feast in my humble honourFor in your b
Heartbreak MasqueradeI can't remember what it feels like to be happy...My smile no longer shrouded in sincerity.It is like a heartbreak masquerade, fooling everyone;Exhausted, I remove my mask when the day is done.I'm a professional at what I do: I hide what I feel -When I get hurt, I pretend like it is no big deal.In reality, it's killing me; feel my heart breakingThe sad part? My friends don't know that I'm faking.I can't remember the sound of my laughter any more;Feels odd when I smile, like I've never done it before.My heart soaring with joy - well, that feeling is goneDreaming about another guy that isn't you feels wrong.It is like I
Please, Save MePlease, save meI'm going underPlease, save meI'm drowning in my tearsPlease, save meI'm not gonna make itPlease, save meI don't want to lose this battlePlease, save meBut you ignored my pleaPlease, save meYou left me for deadPlease, don't save meFor this time, I will save myself
ExpectationsThe pressure keeps me going,Yet holds me back.The thought isn't comfortingIt feels like an attack.The sort that keeps me up at night;Why my fingernails are short.Like a dark and looming blight;A disheartening exhort.Better, better, better!The expectation is quite blunt.Never, never, never...Exactly what they want.I'm not the person I want to be,Due to expectations.Under the eyes that never seeMy pain is their creation.
I Won't Let You Fall ApartHey, do hear me?Take my hand.Hurry!Before they see!No, I won't let go.I won't let you fallapart.I can't watch you slip away.Yes, it's worth saving!Hurry!I'll hide you away from them!Please, hurry!Shine, darling.See your beauty.Don't run away.Take my hand.Because this is something I have to do.I'll build the wallI'll keep them on the other side.I won't let you fall apart.
ThirteenThirteen.Thirteen fears.Thirteen haunted years.Thirteen cold bitter tears.Thirteen memories linger and leer.Thirteen days pass as death nears.Thirteen screams that no one ever hears.Thirteen foggy futures that never come out clear.Thirteen cries for help that die when fate sneers.Thirteen faceless figures that hear all helpless cries without ears.Thirteen towering clocks that chime each passing life with dusty gears.Thirteen windows that never break against the pounding fists and bloody smears.Thirteen words that echo, echo, echo through the insanity your mind surely bears.
The BirdsBreathe in and think of loveBreathe out and think of painListen to the feeling in your heartNot the voices in your brainHark the wind blowing through the treesIgnore the dirge of modern lifeUse your ears to hear the birdsand with them let your worries take flightGlide upon the pockets of windWherever the breeze shall take youMake the journey beautifulRather than the place you wish to get toBreathe in and think of the futureBreathe out and forget the pastI know the pain seems never endingBut such dismal days will not lastHear my whispered words softlyStirring emotions in your heartI will offer my hand, my lo
StrandedStrandedOut of place,Lost in space, What is my purpose?Everyday,I feel this same way
First and Forever Valentine~First and Forever Valentine~Emerald fields stretch into hazy skies,Like blurry colors in a painter's mind.Gentle winds caress the grassy riseAs through your hair my fingers twine.You are my first; my last; my forever.I'll be content as long as you're here.And nothing in this world will ever...Separate the love we share.Even among all this Valentine's drama;You will always be mine, my darling llama.
Matthew's Gift~The Rose~Matthew gave me a rose in June;Chris, a ring in December.Jonathan took me to gardens in bloom,But it was Matthew's gift I remembered.Chris took me out on the town in May,Showed me places of splendor.His stolen kiss took my breath away,But it was Matthew's gift I remembered.I hid my heart with false emotion,Trying to ignore forever.I fought to keep my thoughts in motion,But it was Matthew's gift I remembered.The ring on my finger is foreign to me,Yet familiar all the same.What's the cause of this calamity?It's Matthew's gift that's sure to blame.
Stormcloud~Stormcloud~[Verse 1]Stormclouds...Stain my window with the tearsthat I don't want to see.Somehow...I'm silently crying for the lovethat you spoiled so carelessly.Tell me... one reason why!Don't make... those excusesthat I always see through!Didn't you realize...that I loved you?I... loved... you.[Chorus 1]Your memory is like a Stormcloud !Just won't go away;It's lingering and lonely.Your memory is like a Stormcloud !Won't leave me alone;It's killing me slowly...[Verse 2]Remember...All your fake wordsthat I once thought were true.Regret...It seems silly nowthat I ever thought t
I'll Remember YouI'll remember youwhen someone steals my breathso I can't even speak.I'll remember youwhen the rain beats so hardI can't hear myself think.I'll remember youwhen I see a careless smileon a young girl's face.I'll remember youwhen my heart achesin a lonely place.I'll remember youwhen the going gets roughand no one's there for me.I'll remember youwhen I fruitlessly wishfor things that used to be.I'll remember youwhen I see someone smileas they hide a sigh.I'll remember youwhen someone's surprisedat the word "goodbye."I'll remember youwhen another claims to bemy other half.I'll remember you, dar